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Lent, Week 5

Mario Romero • Mar 14, 2024

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You ever wake up and just feel off? I have vivid dreams, like 4k-style dreams, and sometimes the dreams are so real I wake up with residual thoughts and emotions. I’m not a jealous person, but I remember waking up mad at Jamie one morning because she talked to some guy in one of my dreams. I turned to her and said, “I’m mad at you…you were flirting with some guy in my dream”. I was able to laugh it off with her as we laid there. 

“When the servant of the man of God got up early the next morning and went outside, there were troops (enemy), horses, and chariots everywhere. ‘Oh, sir, what will we do now” the young man cried to Elisha.” (2 Kings 6:15). 
Last week I woke up as if I was surrounded by the enemy. My dreams were not only vivid but also very intrusive. I had never experienced thoughts like this before, I was struggling… Like the servant of the man of God, I was scared, I was crying out to God. I went to bed just fine and now I am in this space where I’ve never been—what do I do?

“Your kingdom come, 
Your will be done,
On earth,
As it is in heaven”

God’s kingdom, God’s will... Our culture is guilty of having an individualistic mindset, and because of that, we tend to read and interpret Scripture through that lens. God’s kingdom and God’s will, while it is made up of individuals, is meant to be lived out in community. Lent, while it’s an individual practice, is still being practiced as a community. And the more we engage with God’s will and walk closer to Christ, the more the enemy will try to detour us. Even though I knew this, I still woke up feeling exposed, threatened, and afraid as I sensed being surrounded by the enemy. For almost 2 days, the mental, emotional, and spiritual battle waged. 

“Don’t be afraid!’ Elisha told him. “For there are more on our side than on theirs!” Then Elisha prayed, “O Lord, open his eyes and let him see!” The Lord opened the young man’s eyes, and when he looked up, he saw that the hillside around Elisha was filled with horses and chariots of fire.” (2 Kingsā€¬ 6:16-17)

On Thursday, I was vulnerable and authentic with two loving friends. They listened, provided a safe space, and prayed. They prayed over me, prayed for my mental/emotional health, and also for any spiritual attack I may be facing. God’s will is for us to listen, provide a safe space, and pray for one another as the Holy Spirit reveals the kingdom and invites us to walk faithfully. Praise God for people who pray for and over us so that God opens our eyes revealing His presence during this Lenten season.
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